Foul Language

My language during this pandemic has greatly increased to using words that used to make me gasp in shock. This stems from a family who forbade (is that a word..did I make it up?) me to say dang because it's just a substitute word for the real word, "damn". I find myself cursing like a sailor in front of my children because I'm short tempered or because something shocks me. The inside of my brain is rated R guys. But then I get these spells where I'm like NO. No more bad language. You are a role model, Damnit! and you need to start acting like it. So then my husband drops the "f bomb" and I'm all high and mighty and tell him that he needs to be more respectful and not use that kind of language in front of me or around the children. He gets pretty pissed at me because just the day before I was rapping eminem and dropping all kinds of language in front of who only knows and not only that but I also threatened violence. I see his point. But shouldn't he be all " you're right and I should do better" and also encourage me to be more lady like. It would be more appropriate. The man just asked me if I was writing a book because he sees me typing and then goes, " I hope it's not about murdering your family". Maybe he does get me.. Although, if he really knew me, he would stop being a scrooge and put the Christmas lights upside like I wanted him to without cursing up a storm... just sayin'